Notes.

Hello guys. I think i'll update my blog if there's something special happened. I'll update when i'm bored, so sorry readers. I'm so lazy to update it, like i said, i'm in team forever lazy. So how are you guys? Most probably missing me too much. HAHA I'm just joking. Hmm updating my 2012 must do/wishlist :) One of them is 'MEET ONE DIRECTION' like duh :P Okay that's all for today and i'll post my wishlist when i'm done with it. Follow me on twitter for more updates :) x

Hello :D

My blog is so dead. :( 

So sorry for the late update x 

Gotta Be You ♥

HELLO. I can't describe how perfect this video is in words. Video of the year belongs to Gotta Be You by One Direction! :') It came out at 10.45pm (8/11/2011) but i viewed it at 11pm because VEVO IS BEING A RACIST BITCH. And you know, i'm from NARNIA, so yeah VEVO ain't letting me view it till 1DCyberPunk tweeted the way to let Narnia's directioner to watch it! Oh please. This video just made me cried for almost an hour, i just fucking proud of them. Tears of joy. Looking them from XFactor till now, look how sucess they are! :'D Totally fangirled for 2 hours. So hyper and my flu getting worst after crying. It's so worth it alright? Anyways. I love One Direction like nobody else k? They made my heart skips a beat. Cried that badly for the first time. And hyper when i heard their name. I must meet, hug , kiss on the boys' cheek before i die. The must do list! And i want to marry Niall James Horan if possible. You guys just won't understand how much i love them k? ♥ I should stop fangirling. Oh and those fangirling tweets that i tweeted get tons of retweets k? Hehe 1DFamily is the best fandom ever. Fangirling with tons of people today k? Got to know a form 4 girl in my school more and fangirled with her today. It sounded awkward but it's fun HAHA. Lovely people are just plain awesome. Oh there's some fake fans over here really thought they are the 308th viewer, the fastest viewer in Malaysia. That just made me laugh out loud over and over again. Bitch please, you don't even know what things they love or hate alright? That's just dumb. Haters gonna hate and i don't give a shit. My twitter followers hit 2322 followers. Any congratz? HAHA thank you :P I'm so gonna move to UK when i grow up. I'm going with Aidaa and Amira Qistina. Lovely! I just can't wait till that day. And the most important - I CAN'T WAIT TILL 1D WORLD TOUR. That's all for today. I need to stop imagine me and Niall going out or i'm going to meet them etc. Just going to bed right now and play GBY again before i sleep. Goodnight! :) xoCatherine Horan.

Nothing much.

Hello. Nothing much happened today. Just want to share something short. 

Made some lovely friends again! Especially some cute juniors. This year form 1 was horrible. It's really hard to find a good one. Well oh well, i found 2 , Liew Dic Yun and Lim Shu Ying. The most lovable juniors i ever meet! Well Dic Yun also, but ain't that close to him. So yeah, we chatted on twitter , it's so sudden. But i just love to chat with them, swear to God, they are so cute. Especially the time they fight over who i love the most between them, that just made me laughing infront of my laptop again and again. I'm going to miss them like so so so much. Time flies. I'm form 3 after two months ._. Oh 1 hour party in the school canteen with them <3 We even have nicknames k? Lun - The Hot Pink Dinosaur. Ying - Ying the big red dog. Me - The purple cat/ The talking penguin. We're awesome liddat :'D I'm bringing chips, Shu Ying bringing ChipsMore cookie and Lun is bringing the sex food, oreo! Hehehe after party i'm going to their class for the whole day. Happy days :D Oh and Gotta Be You official music video is coming out tomorrow! #excited Mood for today = Like a boss in the picture above.

XO. Lots of love,

xx Catherine Horan  ♥

Over.

Hello. How are you guys? I know you guys miss me fucking much k? It's like.... 2weeks i didn't update my blog. Final exams bro. Got some of my results. It's terrible. :/ Hmm let's see what happened this 2 weeks. Okay first day exam. Those unimportant subjects, so forget bout it. Second day, Chinese paper 2, it was fucked up k? So hard i can die. After Chinese , Math paper 2 . It was kinda hard to , swear to God, JPS paper was freaking hard. Then 1 week holidays, Deepavali holiday! I know right, for the first time they had an one week holiday for Deepavali. :p Been study, study, study, study. Work my ass off on Sejarah (History). Monday: Bahasa Malaysia paper 1 & 2 , Science paper 2. Tuesday: English paper 1 & 2 ,Geography. Wednesday: History, PK, Science paper 1. Thursday: Math paper 1, Chinese paper 1 & KH (ERT). No comment bout it. Sejarah was okay. Geography was freaking terrible. And Math paper 1, lack of time to do it. #fuckedup I just hope i can get a 70%-75% percentage. Whatever, exams are over. HOLIDAY! Woohoo!


4/11 - Return all my form 2 books to the school. It's a Friday. We can actually go back at 3.30, after returning our books. Sumpah Tan Yin Ping & Ang Yee Hui don't know and don't even dare to climb gate 1. And they were like so scared of teacher and some shits. The time i want to go back, they all stop me. Like bloody fucking, i want to go back, i can climb the gate. You guys don't dare to and don't even know how to, want to follow, but scare some shits, need me to join you guys also la? Told my mom bout this, she said my friends are stupid. If i caught by teacher my problem, my mom will solve it. This is just DUMB. Oh and when Lok asked me why we didn't go back, i answered him Oh they don't dare to climb out. Then Lok laughing at Yin Ping, ''This one surely don't know how to climb HAHA!'' And she was like pulling me and said ''HUI YEE AH, TELL THEM WE DONT DARE LA, DONT TELL THEM I DONT KNOW HOW TO CLIMB'' Omg her voice, my ears are gonna to be deaf. Bloody hell , seriously. Everytime also like that. When she wanted to go washroom, she'll tell the whole gang is me wanted to go to the washroom. Everytime used my name, very fun izzit? K wei -___- 


5/11 - Saturday! :D Night game at church. Yea the same thing happened. E keep splashing water at me like whutthefuq?! Hehehe he's so cute i can die :') I really hope my mom's six sense was right! The second game was stupid. Losers need to eat bread with wasabi on it. E is the game master. He thought i don't know how to eat , he's looking at me and evil smiling. I ate it like i'm eating bread with Nutella. He's shocked. I gave him a retarded face and i went back to my team. I swear the moment when he giggle at my face, IT'S SO ADORABLE. Ended at 9.30pm. Had a little talk for 30 minutes. Sitting beside E. Oh what a fun day! Oh btw, his blur face turn me on. HAHAHA.


6/11 - #SundayFunday Pastor Que came to our church :D So effing happy! Long time no see her, her hair was so pretty, i mean, so handsome. Gawd. I woke up at 7.30am anyways. The first time i woke up so early :P Bible class with Pastor Que and some peeps at 11.15 am till 12pm. Lunch at some restaurant till 1pm. Pastor Cheong and his wife send me and Pei Ling to Summit shopping mall. Saved 1 buck ! :P We went in there, asked Chatime for part time job. Then we went window shopped for almost 2 hours. Ended up went back with a large cup of Chatime :D Pei Ling is really nice and cute friend :) xo 


That's all for today :) Lots of love by Catherine. ♥
Do visit : http://catherinenotoji.polyvore.com/ :)

God Bless.

Be back soon? :) Won't be that free to update my blog this week. Hardcore studying this whole week holiday! :) I'll be back about 1 week later? Today's paper was okay! Math was.. I don't know! :) #GodBless

Hello. Exam is coming. Kbye ♥

Happy.

I know this is super duper awesome :') Just bought it! Told you guys bout i'm buying it! I'm a super happy kid right now. Hardcore fangirling right now! Got to be you - One Direction #foreverreplaying I can die now. I almost can't breath. Running in the house and keep smiling, luckily that mom was bed! Hehehe oh oh and yea the cell group was okay but i don't get what the hell are they talking bout. Stories in chinese and i'm so mixed up. Ahh that's all for today. Late night short post! :) xx 
Exam is starting tomorrow. #fuckup 
Byee! :) 

I'm a happy awesome fat kid.

Olla people! How are you guys? I'm a super happy kid! 

18.10.2011 - Mistletoe official music video was out!

18.10.2011 - Gotta be you , Another World (premiere) was out too! 

19.10.2011 - Gotta be you full song on radio 1 (bbc) 

01.11.2011 - Mistletoe album is coming!

I'm super excited bout it :') Anyways, 1D POSTERS ARE WITH ME :D Oh oh and i bought a book that was imported from Australia, and it costed RM45. But , i bought it for just RM9.90. Lalala, sing a happy song :') #proudof1D #ProudOfJustin :') xoxo 

Hope you guys enjoyed the musics too ;) I know, they are friggin hot! And adorable of coarse. Ahh , i'm going to buy a canon key chain afterwards. Hope they are still selling. Will post pictures if i manage to get it! I don't know why , these few days i'm so happy. After talking to Mira. My mood from ''Moody'' turn to ''Super happy''. Like the fuck yo. She made me addicted to One Direction again and again. Love her so much :* And she's the co-owner of my account too :') We run that account together. And all i can see is 3 days = 120 followers. I know, that's so beastmode turn on. ;) heheh wish you guys have a nice day xx 

Better :)

Anyways, i tied my hair like this to church :)

Hello :) 
Feeling better after praying before my nap. Ya know my nap is totally = sleep. 7 hours :x hahaha i know i'm a pig :P 2pm till 9.15pm. Oh what did just happened to this world? Hahaha. Stupid #E . Stupid #C . I won't blame it on #C , she's still my friends anyway. Hahaha oh yeah almost forgot bout something super happy :P 


1. Saturday Night - First time being a lead singer. I felt like i'm Adam Levine and you know i'm just joking! Gotcha ;) Everyone keep compliment me during practice. And after youth club, Pastor Lee also complimented me :P My voice very unique and good? Thankyou so much loves! xx I know you're thinking ''OMG Catherine so full of herself'' I'm not k? Maybe i am sometimes :P but come on, who doesn't felt happy and proud if someone compliment you? :P 


2. Sunday - Eventhou #E is there. He stared at me and walked away. That fucked up moment. But , something kiddy happened. My church is having some kind of Charity Event. The children are selling some art and crafts. I'm standing right opposite the stalls and i'm standing there while waiting my mom at somewhere else. Pastor Lee saw me, he walked up to me and stand beside me. And he asked me ''Whatchu seeing?'' And i'm like, Oh, i'm waiting for my mom with a fake smile. ''You didn't buy anything from the sells?'' Haha nope :) He walked away , i thought he went into his office or something. But then he came back again with a paper ''pigeon'' on his hand and gave it to me. He said i wish you can be grown up like this bird or something like that. Ohh that's so sweet of him! He's so cute. Even thou , that's not the prettiest or  expensivest gift , but it's the best gift ever i had receive. :) 


That's all for today. Just a little short update :) 

Support eh? ♥

Hello guys :) Created a new


 TWITTER ACCOUNT :D


Do follow me ! Thank you so much :D It's a collab account anyways. Mira Payne and Catherine Horan's account! ;) xoxo Follow this account and i will give you a cookie. I promise :D Hehehe anyways, my followers hitted 2000! Thank you so much guys! Really appreciated it :D  I'm selling posters too! Look below this post. There's 7 designs of it ;) I kept imagining One Direction is coming to Malaysia. We are on Meet & Greet ( Me and Mira) We get super excited and keep fangirling through WhatsApp . I know it's stupid :P I love OneDirection so so so much right now :/ #teamforeveronedirection with Mira Payne , Dahlia Malik and Maryam Styles :D xx 
That's all for today! Hope you guys enjoy your day <3 xoxo

Posters On Sale :)

Promoting for my bestfriend ♥  RM30 each. Do ask me for more info !  :) Comeon people! It's super worth it :D Are you a directioner fan? If you are, support us! ;) Thank you :P I will give you a free cookie too, don't worry :b Hehehe i'm forever loving One Direction. Deal with it bitches :D Enjoy ;) xoxo

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Four.

Found this on some random blog. Was blogwalking just now :) Kinda bored right now. xoxo

• Four jobs you’ve had in your life: God's child . A belieber. A Directioner . A daughter.
• Four jobs you wish you had: Fashion Designer ? That's all i think. LOL.
• Four movies you can watch over and over again: Harry Potter series. Justin Bieber : Never Say Never movie. The Karate Kid (2010) . Horror movies.
• Four cities you have lived in: Tanglin, Singapore. SS19, Subang Jaya. Taman Desa Ria, Pulau Pinang. Bukit Mertajam, Pulau Pinang.
• Four TV shows you love to watch: The Voice. X-Factor. E! news. Oprah Whitney show.
• Four websites you visit daily: Twitter. Tumblr. Youtube. Blogger. 
• Four of your favorite foods: Chocolates. Cheesy wedges. Oreo. Japanese Food.
• Four things you won’t eat: Garbage. Worms. Stone. Animal's internal organs.
• Four things you wish you could eat right now: Chocolates. Fries. Apple. Tutti Frutti.
• Four things in your bedroom: Posters. Winnie the pooh bed. Clothes. Books.
• Four things you wish you had in your bedroom: More One Direction posters. Refrigerator. Food. Vintage wallpaper.
• Four things you’re wearing right now: Shorts. Winnie the pooh tee. Black nail polish (toes). Floral Headband. 
• One place you’d rather be right now: It's almost 12am. Hmm. Mcdonald (24 hours) ?
• One fictional place you’d rather be right now: United Kingdom with One Direction please!
• Four people you’d really love to have dinner with: #E . My mom. My pastors. My friends.
• Four things you’re thinking about right now: One Direction. Eddie Chak, my besfriend. Food. Justin Bieber. 
• Four of your favorite things/people: One Direction. Justin Bieber. My mom. My friends.

Vas Happenin' ?

Hello :) I just realize that i missed one part on that #E blog post x) Thanks to Lok and Matthew for making me remember that scene :b I just realized that i hugged E... Wow seriously?! K ._.  I don't know should i happy or sad. LOL! Lok took my purse and keep laughing at my picture. And i started to remember that scene.. We were about to enter the arcade and he suddenly grabbed my purse and said, oh here's a picture of you. And i was like, i know you're happy that you saw my picture. Now you can gimme back! ''Hahaha yes , this is so cute. I must see your IC picture.'' Oh gosh , i wanted to took it from him , well you know he's tall. And i'm at his backside , so i accidentally hugged him while i'm taking back my purse. ''Oh oh , i saw a kindergarten picture. It's so funny!'' I'm like what kindergarten picture -.- gimme back! He finally gave it back to me and he said if it's not my picture, it's my boyfriend's , i'm like i don't have a boyfriend!! Kinda counted as yelling at him -__- It's so embarrassing! Oh anyways, i asked him, do you have your girlfriend's picture? May i have a look? I want to see how pretty is she! And he yelled back at me too.*softly* I don't have a girlfriend dumbo, with his cute smile . :) Anyways. After arcade, he actually wanted to fool me , said that the tickets are lost! At the end , it's almost lost -.- Do you guys know where he put? He put inside his shirt's pocket but he just keep searching his jeans pocket. Like what the hell , so kiddy x) I don't know vas happening with me. Sometimes i don't think i like him anymore like today in school. I'm so pissed at her , and it made me think of me and E wont be together. :/ I'm kinda tired today. Feel like forever sleeping in class. LOL. Kthanksforreadingmyblog :) xoxo

Please Grow Up.

Hello guys. How's your day? :) Woke up at 3pm like . Slept bout 12 hours. I know. I'm a sleeping pig :P Hehe. Alright, nothing much happened till night. Mom came back home at 7.15pm. And called my cousin sister to ask my grandma's situation. Oh yeah , she just had an operation at 10am in the morning. My grandma picked up the phone! Like wow! She said she's fine. She can see things but not that clear, the doctor says need some time to recover back. So yeah we're so happy! :D And my mom went to neighbour hood and tell that auntie bout the good news. That auntie is Cindy's mom anyways. My mom came back around 8pm. And she told me bout the whole conversation. So here's the mother fucking story begins. 

''Your daughter went out with Ezekiel last night you know? They all had launch and movies.'' My mom was like, of coarse i know, what's the big deal? Your daughter actually wanted to go to, its just that she said she's wearing heels , don't want to walk. ''No, my daughter want to join the choir class! She told me since morning, before the church starts! I even asked her to bring some bread to church cause choir left some kuih for launch time only.'' My mom was like .... ''My daughter asked your daughter want to go back anot? And she said she will go back herself. So at last how she go back?'' Oh , Ezekiel's parents sent her back. ''Oh that's good! As long that someone fetched her back.''

Bro , you okay? You and your mother please grow up. Luckily that my mom is an open minded person. If not,i already dead. Bloody hell. You jealous bout we went out izzit? We did asked you to come with us. What's the stupid point of having this pointless conversation with my mom? It's fucking pointless alright? Please grow up auntie. If you jealous , tell me alright? Now what? Mugging me behind of me? How come i got you as my so called best friend? Gosh. Please freaking grow up la. The mom and daughter. Like what the fuck alright? It's non of your business if i went out with somebody. Anyways, you better watch your bloody mouth girl. Please worry bout next time i will burst everything bout you and Zi Wei out to your fucking childish mom. Grow up alright ? Thank you. xoxo

#E

1. Best day of my life. I can't stop thinking bout it. E finally stop merajuk with me :) He went out with me, lunch , movie, shops for our youth club night games. Okay. He asked me out since yesterday. I know right , that feeling! Your crush asked you out, like seriously? Oh god, butterflies in my stomach.


2. We went out at 12.30pm. We walked our bible class teacher to the KTM station. Then we went to Sake Sushi , Subang Parade for our lunch. He ate like asdfghjkl , omfg so .. :X Costed him RM56 and i ate like.. RM8.. (2Plates) so he decided to pay for me , it's seriously shit awkward. We played a game. Called, the boyfriend and girlfriend game. We pretended to be a pair of couple just now. Like seriously wtf, i had a crush on him and he did that to me.. Fucking nervous and happy? :b


3. After launch we went to carrefour and shop for our 'youth club night games materials'. We need to buy 6 rolls of tissue roll , rope and toothpicks. We found the tissue roll and toothpicks. And we used 30 minutes to find a freaking rope. First , we saw an indian girl who's wearing 'May i help you?' dark blue shirt. And we asked her where can we find rope? And she kept starring at us, and we were like 'Tali' . Then she pointed at her left direction. We keep searching the whole row and there's no rope -.- but we did found belt. Which means ''TALI pinggang'' in Bahasa Malaysia. Like seriously bro? Then we asked another staff. The men who's wearing ''May i help You?'' shirt in black. We asked the samething. Same reaction. Same direction. So we decided to give up if we can't find it for 5 more minutes. So we walked to the plants category and found a Malay girl who's wearing 'May I Help You?'' red shirt :b , we asked the same question again. But different reaction and direction :D Like woah , finally there's someone tat understand what were we finding bout. That malay salesgirl said, if this lane don't have, means that they are not selling. At the end. The results is they are not selling. wtf we used half and hour to find that freaking rope -.-


4. After paid all those stuffs. It's 1.45pm and we decided to have a movie. On the way walking out the Carrefour. Look, we're not outside the carrefour yet. He asked me, you want to eat Yogi-Yogi? I'm hungry. Want to eat Auntie Annie, i was like thefuck? Are you serious bro? After 30 minutes you're hungry? But he's so cute. Hahah. I don't really can describe how cute he is! Hehehe. So i said i don't want, i'm full , you eat yourself. He's like ohgod. BLUSHING. He said, don't la, i will very shy if i eat alone. Hahaha wtf . We keep walking and till the another entrance. ''Big apple'' He asked me to sit and he bought 6 donuts like ohgosh, you okay? That's super ALOT. Told him to eat himself but he keep tearing each donuts into half and asked me to eat. I ate one x) But others.. i ask him to eat. Hahaha , left 5 half pieces and a full one. So we walked to cinema.


5. He asked me what i want to watch. I was like let's see. Now is already 2.15. And we need to get back church at 4.30 for basketball match. So i asked him, let's watch The Cat: Two Eyes That See Death. He's like standing at the queue up line and starring at me. Keep asking me ' What? Really? You want to watch this? It's a horror movie you know? Oh gosh...'' Then i was like C'mon , Don't tell me you're scare :p And he said ''Of coarse not'' Like seriously? Hahaha. I said, You got me don't worry. You can hug me if you're scared. Then he went to buy tickets like finally. He bought 2tickets and the guy asked us. ''Couple seat or normal seat?'' We yelled at him ''NOOO!'' The same reaction what the fuck. And we looked each other and smile. LOL! The movie start at 2.45 so we went to arcade and play. We played the stupid racing thingy and basketball , my favorite game :D hekhekhek. That stupid racing thingy really make me wanna slap him. Hahahaha.


6. K , it's already 2.43pm. So we went into the cinema. Room 7 , seat D 9 , 10. It's kinda full thou. I swear he scare like .. hahaha he keep closing his eyes like wth, so cute can die. Till one part. The ghost appears and he hold my hand for sudden.. Woah that's like super woah. LOLOL. He asked me want to drink his coke anot. hahaha his cute voice. LOL. He's like holding my hand after the ghost disappear. LOL, it's kinda scary thou the movie, but it's superb awesome! :D


7. After movie, it's already 4.40 i think.. Something like that. And we walked back to church. So i waited outside the office, and he went inside to change his damn jersey. LOL. He took out his jersey and told me, Malaysia selling this Billabong jersey for RM200+ But i bought it at Australia and it costed me just about RM90+ , Cheap right? LOL, Okay i go change now, be right back! Few min later. EYEGASM. His arms... wtfuck . Ahhh! Then he wore his basketball shoes. He told me bout it too. He said he got 8pairs of basketball shoes, 3pairs running shoes, 2pairs casual shoes , 1 skateboard shoes , 1 golf shoes and 1more volleyball shoe. Like maigodness shake.So we went to the basketball court together. Victor and ricky was kept looking at me -.- His mom and dad finally arrived and we watched the match together :) His family damn cool, the whole family knows everything bout basketball. The father and son super pro in it. His father is a coach by the way! LOL. During break time, his mom keep asking him for the phone, just to play the cut fruits game. Damn cute wei x) We went back at 7pm. 


8. I arrived home about 7.15pm. I received a text from him. He said ''I'm so sorry for letting you waited so long....'' I was like since when? haha it's not a matter bro! He replied '' Well sorry anyway, so have a good rest than, you sure have been very tired. So...take care. ^^'' Oh god, he's so cute. And i told everything, from head to toe to my mom. He said that a friend won't text something like that except he likes you. I was like.. MOM?! LOL. She said her stupid six sense told her that he likes me. And she kept asking me if he asked you to couple with him, will you? I asked her. How bout you? She said she doesn't mind at all , she thinks he's cute , friendly and smart. I'm like woah , that will never happen mom,LOL. hahaha i run to my bedroom and keep laughing + Smiling k? Like a psycho only.

9. Iman whatsapp me at around 2. And i replied... till 3.28am , i can't stand anymore. I accidentally slept and he replied me at 10minutes later, keep asking me why i didn't reply him and he waited me as fuck... I'm so sorry mushroom boy! :( And now he's merajuk with me. Ahh. stupid. ._.


End of story. Cool eh? ;) xoxo Hope you enjoyed your day :D

Obsessed.

Vas happenin? I love carrot and potato. What's your problem? x Oh gosh. Please help me. I can't stop sharing 1D's pictures on twitter (Twitpic , Lockerz) Especially Niall James Horan's <3 Fyeah. He's my husband and i can't stop it. I will love him forever you know?! Anyways , Justin Drew Bieber can be my brother :P We're still a family! Hahaha k. I need to go share more pictures. Kbyeee. ThanksforReading. xx

My boyfriend is a English.

1. Hey guys. How are you? To all form 1 till form 5 students except the form 3's , how's your holiday? PMR week is so awesome right? To all the form 3's , Goodluck for your papers. By the way , how's your paper? Hope it's easy. You guys will always be in my prayer! x 

2. My Boyfriend is a English. His name is Niall James Horan. He's born on 13th July 1993 in Mullingar , Ireland. And yeah, he's an Irish. Still counted as English right? ;) He's member of One Direction. Stop asking me ''WHAT'' is one direction or i will whack you like mad. Like yo people, they are not object! You should ask 'WHO''. LOL seriously, everyone kept asking me what is one direction -___- Okay LOL. By the way, Niall is also a belieber! I love him very much <3 He says he loves me more :') How sweet of him? 

3. Having group study this Friday. I don't know where. But i don't want to be in Sunny foo's house. :s Kthanksbye.

xx Catherine. Hope you enjoyed your day! 

A true story of a boy.

10th grade 
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade 
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. 

Senior year 
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. 

Graduation Day 
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later 
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

Twisted up day.

1. Love all my followers on tumblr & twitter. Really do! :) I want to wish all my followers, friends who ever is taking the PMR test Goodluck! PMR only. (P)eperiksaan (M)emang (R)elax. Don't be so panic bout it yo! Calm yo tits. Haha all the best aites? :) xx

2. Omg got a super fucking bad news. Ryan Good is leaving Justin crew. Like seriously bro? Everyone in that crew is like freaking awesome. And now you left? Why la? I feel like crying yo. Ahhh #WeLoveRyGood #FOREVER. You're still in our crew even thou you left. You're still awesome like always. Don't worry! Thank you so much for taking care and looking after Justin anyways! No you , no Justin <3 

3. Went to school today. Everyone was like ''OMG CATHERINE CAME?!''. Yo people chill yo. Like what? What just happened? Vas Happenin'? Umairah's back! As pretty as always! Woah , loving that new block classroom. It's so awesome. I really in love with that classroom yo. And it's so fun, near the field , dewan and old block. Planning with some bod's to rampas someone's phone. And i think the plan is going on. Hey look people, who are you finding to help you? It's Catherine yo. Haha just joking. Lied to that 'someone' i will bring my phone tomorrow and asked him to bring too. Even asked him where he hide his phone . He told me everything even his so called 'Relationship' problem. Like what the fuck? I did not ask you that bro. Hehe if this plan success , the bod's owe me big for once. It's so cool yo. Hehehe. God bless us please. xx